HI!!

Its been awhile :) And I can't sleep right now cause I had too much fun just now! Wish it didn't last. I was referring to our SIM MCMS Annual Jalan Raya!

It was really kecoh, and I really had alot of fun :) I will be waiting for pictures to be uploaded on FB  before I can start my story heh.

However though, it was really sweet to see how well the guys treated Sufi. I do have spots for guys who care for Sufi actually. Despite how annoying and lil rude he can be, maybe cause I grew up closely and attached to Sufi so it was really touched to see them treating him well :)

I will continue my story at some other entry. So before I end, I would like to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin! :)

I swear life wont be as interesting without my 3 precious girls. Even if we dont meet each other, it doesnt really matter cause deep down, no matter what happens, we will always be by each other's side.

Feeling a bit sentimental here and also cause I havent been blogging for quite awhile. I dunno what I'm doing with my life hahaha but I hope I will be having fun. I wanna go for exchange too even though its only for a month but money is always the prob. Hahaha, so what do I have for now? Time, no doubt. I guess I should start managing my time well now. Exams around the corner and I'll be busy with my school"s MCMS. Congrats for making into the Exco, Syaf!

My leg feels like they can break anytime even though I dunno what I've done the whole day for the legs to feel this way hahaha. And I need to sleep soon cause I have school at 8.30 in the morning! Just great.

Insya Allah, I'll try to update regularly since now my life's gonna be jam packed with activities so might as well I blogged. Afterall, my life isnt that boring okayyy. And I think I need to get back into shape too. Hahahaha, gosh Syaf, you definitely have low self esteem. Wth, I am talking to myself hahahaha.

Kay I better sleep. Goodnight world.

Probably the whole world now knows that I'm sick. Sigh.

Nothing goes right, I cant even study with a numb brain, blocked nose and itchy lungs that keeps wanting to cough out the irritants away. Right now, the cramps that I havent had for quite sometimes decide to appear and make me suffer even more.

Not a good start for the year. With the passing of my dear aunt and this sickness, I hope I'll get over it. Time is running out and exams are coming. I guess its part of Allah's one of His many tests for me. All I can do is be patient and stay strong.

In the train right now, blogging. I have to keep myself occupy somehow cause if not, I'll keep thinking about my cramps and wishing that I could fly right now. At least I end my 2013 healthily haha. I need to get well soon so that I can catch up with my studies and complete errands that I was assigned to. I swear this post is so jumbled up but the gist/jist of it I'm so hopelessly sick and I wanna get well soon. Please pray for me.

Reaching Kallang soon and I'll end my post here. So basically this is the first post of the year and I'm already ranting haha. Gonna have some more rest and hope I'll be much better tomorrow, Insya Allah :)

At 20, yes at 20, I experienced my first ever sleepover with my dearest girlfriends, the girls whom I've known for 7 years and insya Allah, stick together no matter what happens, happy or sad, till Jannah. Girls being girls, we can be very bitchy, cranky to one another but at the end of the day, we make up and can still continue teasing each other. We've been through alot together and I guess thats what makes our friendship stronger.

So on the 25th of October, the eve of Bai's birthday, Arina, Syiq and I carried out our plan which was to surprise and celebrate her birthday at Sentosa since we would be going for the USS Halloween Horror. The first surprise was ME hahaha, because knowing how strict and conversative my mum is, she wouldnt allow me to sleepover, moreover at Sentosa. Surprising, she allowed. So now, my job was to make sure Bai didnt suspect that I would be going which meant secretly buying the ticket and keeping myself low. I was excited and on the day itself, that's when our worries started to appear like how to distract Bai etc.

Arina arrived at Sentosa with Bai first to check in while Syiq and I would come later.It was chaotic cause everything was delayed and we were afraid that we couldnt get to decorate the hut which we had planned beautifully so that when we come back, TADA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY hahaha

Syiq and I arrived at USS at about 7. It was exciting but at the same time nervous because we didnt know how to get away from Bai and keeping my presence unknown. Luckily, they didnt have a hard time convincing Bai so Arina went off to meet me with all the present, cupcakes and our stuff with the excuse that she's meeting her friend to pass her the stuff.

From that moment onwards, I swear we were like on an Amazing Race. We had to rush to Costa Sands, the place where we were going to sleep, keeping our pace faster and faster, placing our stuff and start decorating. Blowing balloons was a nightmare. My lips tasted like balloons but still continued to blow. Arina was trying her best to place the banner and thats when we realised none of us had scotch tape. We had no choice but to reuse the tape that we could find. Our phones kept vibrating but sorry, we had to ignore haha. After all the trouble, so finally finishing decorating the place and now, we only need to rush and get to USS asap. So we ran to Beach station and had an internal conflict whether to take the bus or the monorail. We finally settled for the bus and we reached USS in less than 10 mins.

We both looked tired after all the running. Now, it was time to make my grand appearance haha. We finally answered phone calls and texting. While waiting for us, they have already entered one of the haunted house cause the queue was short. Damn, we're gonna have queue for a longer time now cause people were starting to come in. Feeling scared and didnt know what to expect, Arina and I held on to each other and entered haha, we looked like a pair of scaredy cats. Okay, frankly speaking, I was scared but I had to keep myself cool cause they are all humans afterall. We had to make our way to Mel's Diner since they were waiting for us there.

Thats when I made my grand appearance hahaha, I hope you were surprised Bai! I couldnt believe that I was there with these girls like finally. We ate and came up with excuses that I was late etc since we still had one more surprise for her. We made our way to the Forbidden Forest and there were like orang minyak, pocong, pontianak and all kinds of malay ghosts haha. An orang minyak stared right into my eyes, scaryyy haha. We managed to enter all the 3 haunted house. Being a scaredy cat, I held tightly onto Bai who was leading the way, throughtout all the haunted houses haha. The youngest out of all four, yet the bravest. It was fun la, we took all the rides except for Canopy Flyer, Accelerator, Transformers, Shrek and the two rollercoaster. We took the Mummy twice though cause it was the most thrilling ride for my case. I dont mind taking this over and over again hahaha. We only managed to snap some pictures though with the 'ghosts' but some turned out blur but still gonna post them though.




When the clock striked 12, we wished Bai a HAPPY BIRTHDAY haha, it was impromptu.We only left the place at 1 plus and made our way back to our hut. It was so dark but we had fun and we realised that the distance from USS to Costa Sands was quite near and short. We bought food from 7 11 and slippers since Bai and Arina didn't bring one and their feet were hurting.

Finally, we reached our hut and SURPRISE!
Cool isnt it? She liked it! Hahaha, we took so much trouble decorating all these stuff but thank goodness, it was a success :)




So yay! It was a success :) We got for her an all black Longchamp tote and Syiq baked the cupcakes. It was so good! But because we were tired and it was already 3, we only had one each.
Oh yeah, while decorating earlier on, we couldnt find glue to paste the pics so it was actually bare when we surprised it to Bai. So when this photo was taken, Syiq took out glue from her bag, luckily, and pasted them, We  looked so tired and lifeless. So after washing up, we talked, ate and finally slept. Instead of sleeping on our respective bed, for my case, it was the upper deck, I slept with Arina on the lower deck, while Bai with Syiq on the other lower deck haha. It was freezing cold but lucky for the warmth haha. We found out something about Arina when she was sleeping hahahaha, save the record for memory sake alright!

The next thing we know, it was already 6.15 am. I woke up and had to get ready because I have school on a Saturday morning. We took some pictures before we left the hut.

In the middle of my last tuition. Looking through those secondary maths questions makes me start to reminisce those secondary school stuff.

Sigh, what have I done throughout my whole secondary school days? If only I have studied hard and not be lazy hahaha. Oh wells, no point for now. My aim now is make sure the younger ones dont procastinate hahahahahahha joke of the week.

Being so high and sleepy right now, sighh. I wanna sleep.

Okie dokie, got to go back and mark now. I'll post more in the future, insya Allah.

I realised I have been sleeping late ever since the start of my holidays and now I still cant adjust my body clock to sleep early, sigh. 5 more days to school.

I have finally confirmed my school days, 4 day school and 3 day rest. It doesnt sound good cause that 4 days include my Saturday! Yes, I have school on Saturday!! Apparently, there is only one lecturer teaching that mod and he's only available in the evening and weekends. And of course, I would rather go school on a Saturday morning than to have a 3 hr lecture from 7pm to 10pm during the weekdays, make sense right? I would end up sleeping to be honest. And no, I shall not sleep in any lecture.

Life has been mundane. Well, actually not. It just has come to a point where I dont quite give a damn about what's happening around. I've been living in my own little world most of the time. Just like now, cooped up in my room, in my own little world. It is peaceful.

I would be lying if I said that I didnt bother at all. Its just frustrating, you know. For now, its still bearable but till when? It is just sad. People backstabbing here and there, being disrespectful and worse, bringing each other down despite the difference in age.

Not that I'm seeing it now, it is a pity how such things can ruin a bond in general. Frankly speaking, I feel like a coward typing about all this stuff using this platform but its the only place I feel quite comfortable. It has been a trusted place sort of to me for about 5 years. I'm not sure who have read but I will keep on blogging my thoughts and feelings till I'm married or old and will try not to burden anyone with these useless rants. Well, unless my future husband wouldnt mind. Yes, I wrote lots of nonsense but it will be something for me to ponder upon in the future.

I've been wanting to talk about this and putting it in a nice and polite manner at the same time. Maybe for now, it hasn't really hit us yet but if only, people understand each other and giving in to one another, it could have been avoided.

Its almost 3 am and I have to sleep. I'll blog more if I still have some more disturbing thoughts and feelings.

Till then, goodnight.

I just finished selecting my modules and choosing the time and date. I can't believe that was so stress and I felt like stabbing myself. I got a shock of my life, when I found out that one of the mod I'll be taking is a killer. Nice.

Its 2.30 am, and I need to wake up early and not sleep after Subuh to help mum with her orders. I better get some sleep and calm myself down because I really need one.

Goodnight, sweetest dreams.

Hello :)

So yes, I have actually decided to create a new blog with the same URL, with no past. I think its best if I do not share my past here and keep it for memory sake in a different URL. Complicated much? I think its better that way and now I can start on a fresh new page :)

Lots of things had been going on, and I'll try to blog as daily as possible. You don't need much to know about me. I only have a few friends who knows my blog so, don't bother.

I will update more next time. For now, I shall play some game and try to sleep early. Heh, I slept at 6.30 am this morning even though it was gonna be a tiring day, sigh.

Alright got to go, bye!

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