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SYAFIQAH SYAZWANI SUNARDI, 230693I'm a daydreamer. If I get bored, my mind always wanders onto something else that's completely irrelevant. I daydream about how my current and future lives would be different if the situation happened the way I imagined it. It's fun to fantasize, but sometimes it makes me sad. I'm always so much braver in my daydreams than I am in real life.
♥ ANNOYING FREAK
@ Tuesday, February 28, 2012 ; 11:47 PM
3 more days and the verdict will be out. It scares me at times, but I've actually remind myself a couple of times that I've prepared. But deep down, I dont think I am. I might just break down during that moment, that time. Urgh, heartbeats beating fast.
Besides that heavy and nerve-wrecking feeling, I feel kinda sad cause I finally had a proper last day today at CPF. It was kinda emotional for me, like you've been working with them since 3 months ago and you spent half entire day with them. I must say that working there has been such an enriching experience and you face with different types of people. Because of that experience too, my skin has thicken. I couldnt care less already. Scold and complain all you want, thats Singaporeans by the way. They live by complaining. I for sure, understand how it feels like, queuing and waiting for your turn to be served, just like waiting for that freaking 291 for more than 15 mins, only to arrive with 3 291s at the same time. Thanks for making me late for work even though I have tried to come early and be punctual. I can understand how hard it is to satisfy an individual.
Throughout my entire 3 months, I've listen to many kinds of stories. Sometimes, people just need someone to pour out to and unfortunately or fortunately, we the CSOs, we'll have to be that someone. Some stories are interesting and emotional. Feel like sharing but my eyes are like giving way already. I need my sleep, seriously. Training at Labrador park. Where in the world is that place? So weird, kay I wanna sleep. Will blog tomorrow, night!