I realised I have been sleeping late ever since the start of my holidays and now I still cant adjust my body clock to sleep early, sigh. 5 more days to school.

I have finally confirmed my school days, 4 day school and 3 day rest. It doesnt sound good cause that 4 days include my Saturday! Yes, I have school on Saturday!! Apparently, there is only one lecturer teaching that mod and he's only available in the evening and weekends. And of course, I would rather go school on a Saturday morning than to have a 3 hr lecture from 7pm to 10pm during the weekdays, make sense right? I would end up sleeping to be honest. And no, I shall not sleep in any lecture.

Life has been mundane. Well, actually not. It just has come to a point where I dont quite give a damn about what's happening around. I've been living in my own little world most of the time. Just like now, cooped up in my room, in my own little world. It is peaceful.

I would be lying if I said that I didnt bother at all. Its just frustrating, you know. For now, its still bearable but till when? It is just sad. People backstabbing here and there, being disrespectful and worse, bringing each other down despite the difference in age.

Not that I'm seeing it now, it is a pity how such things can ruin a bond in general. Frankly speaking, I feel like a coward typing about all this stuff using this platform but its the only place I feel quite comfortable. It has been a trusted place sort of to me for about 5 years. I'm not sure who have read but I will keep on blogging my thoughts and feelings till I'm married or old and will try not to burden anyone with these useless rants. Well, unless my future husband wouldnt mind. Yes, I wrote lots of nonsense but it will be something for me to ponder upon in the future.

I've been wanting to talk about this and putting it in a nice and polite manner at the same time. Maybe for now, it hasn't really hit us yet but if only, people understand each other and giving in to one another, it could have been avoided.

Its almost 3 am and I have to sleep. I'll blog more if I still have some more disturbing thoughts and feelings.

Till then, goodnight.

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